here we go again

got two calls for an opportunity to work abroad two days now. hmmm, my workabroad log seems to be working now. only, these were not the ones i am interested on applying for.

okay,  i have apprehensions due to my biases. i told to myself that if ever i will play with my chance, it has to be a opportunity in europe or other else but not in the middle east. the sound of working there seems to me a suicide on my part and yet i know that there are so many success stories of those who work there. i just don’t feel like it.

but i do not know what i am missing. it might just be once a life opportunity that i am letting go. or i have already it and i just have to hold on. it’s confusing.