got two calls for an opportunity to work abroad two days now. hmmm, my workabroad log seems to be working now. only, these were not the ones i am interested on applying for.
okay, i have apprehensions due to my biases. i told to myself that if ever i will play with my chance, it has to be a opportunity in europe or other else but not in the middle east. the sound of working there seems to me a suicide on my part and yet i know that there are so many success stories of those who work there. i just don’t feel like it.
but i do not know what i am missing. it might just be once a life opportunity that i am letting go. or i have already it and i just have to hold on. it’s confusing.